Donna Tartt, a novelist deeply influenced by her Catholic faith, offered this about trusting yourself:
What is a wise life? As Christianity has faded from the center to the margins in the West. The Nicene Creed is replaced with the simpler secular creed – "I believe in myself." This affirmation—that you should believe in yourself as the ultimate source of meaning and value—is the secular colonization of the religious impulse. Everyone has to worship something or someone. You can’t make people not believe. The gods of illusion just redirect human belief. Believing in myself is celebrated in daytime TV, inspirational books, and Disney movies. The truth of this questionable adage in seen as self-evidently true. It is as if the garage door of unreality has forever closed off the minds of the self-believers to any real experience of transcendence. Since, there is nothing else to believe in beyond me, this pseudo wisdom goes, I might as well believe in myself. This is, of course, quite contrary to the biblical view of the human condition. Humility is to see oneself as you really are – mortal, limited, doubting and prone to self-destructive behavior.- The Goldfinch, Donna Tartt
To proclaim the Gospel is to say to the unbelievers, baptized and unbaptized, the way out is to believe in Christ, not yourself. Does it matter in the end? Yes it does.
If we are flawed, we can’t really trust ourselves. If we can’t trust ourselves completely, and trust needs to be complete, then we can’t vouchsafe our own lives. Even Catholics struggle with broken marriages, despair and loss of all whom we love. Our happiness must lie in something permanent, which, is to say, something that can’t be taken away from us. That transcendent power ought to enter back into space and time to rescue us from our own self- degeneracy. We need a savior, who is the ground and means of our happiness. Do you want to be helped? First, recognize that there is something that blinds you to reality that is called sin. Sin leads to death – not physical death – but something far worse. That is what the Gospel is about today.“I do not understand my own actions. For I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing I hate...I can will what is right, but I cannot do it. For I do not do the good that I want, but the evil I do not want is what I do” (Romans 7:15- 19).